Because my castle, my interior castle, is not interior anymore, its a movable castle. I feel, I know . The castle is not being destroyed anymore, because I opened the tool box of emotions. That is why, today, I am moving my castle. But the castle is coming back, the castle never misses home. It might explore, move a bit, get slightly decentered. Because now, today, I feel emotions, slight pain, but its ok. We're all just walking each other home, says Ram Dass. Our castles move, move, but never miss home.